I feel so used. Disgusted with myself and the situation I’ve allowed myself to be put through. Not used in just a sexual sense but as some sort of filler for your loneliness. Only being wanted when you need me or something from me. I’m not going to sit around waiting for you any longer. Hurting myself in the process. I’m not here for your convenience or at your disposal. So go fuck yourself and your fucking games.
to be haunted by someone
that is still alive."